neurotic Iraqi wife
September 04, 2007
The Single Married Wife...
The days are passing so slowwwwww, or is it just me. I can barely keep my eyes open during the day, the 5 to 6 mugs of coffee stopped having an effect on me (apart from ofcourse making me go to the bathroom like every 30 mins). By the time Im ready to go to my room in the evening, I dont even have the energy to take my clothes off and slip into my PJ's. Yup, I have to admit, I did pass out a few times with my jeans and tshirt still on. As for the mornings, god, thats a completely different story, its like dragging a dead body out of bed. Again, is it the air? The water? The food? I dunno...All I know is that I feel weak, and not in the mood at all for anything.
The last batch of the Expats that I have been working with for over 2 yrs now, have left today. WOB, Mr & Mrs Chair (good riddance), mr distooorvance (a story I will tell you in a later post) and a few others. From the almost 100 people I started with 2 years back, the only ones remaining are 3 expats (incl me) and 4 Iraqis. Now thats a huge difference. Everyone else has gone, seeked a different path, especially the Iraqis. A path hopefully filled with whatever dreams and aspirations they hoped for. Their road is long and bumpy, but atleast they can see the light, the light of their lives back. I spoke to Z today who has been waiting for her US visa in Amman. She and a few others have already received it, only two are still waiting. Theyre waiting and are getting extremely restless, restless and worried. A the other day told me that he cant really enjoy Amman or go out that much in fear of anyone stopping him in the street from the Jordanian police and asking him for his passport (his passport was taken by the US embassy inorder to process his visa). He has been there a almost a month now with no news.
Z, D, and S were lucky enough and likeable enough by my exmanagement that they have jobs already lined up for them in DC, which is probably the one good and honourable thing that the company did for them. Some of the others are getting hooked up with excoworkers of mine who promised to offer them places to stay and helping them in finding jobs. Which again is amazing, and although I dont wanna generalise but it seems to me, most of the Americans that worked with me have more empathy towards their Iraqi colleagues than all the Iraqis themselves. I can safely say, about 30 Americans offered their homes to my Iraqi colleagues. Unlike the Iraqi expats who just didnt bother to even say in just a short email that if they need any help, they are willing to give it...Oh well just goes to show you.
As for Bush's surprise visit, I dont really have much to comment on. Forget the protocols of a sovereign country, we dont need that BS Condi, do we now. He probably woke up with a craving for some "eyeraki" food and asked Condi whether she'd fancy "some grilled lamb kababs, and abit of that poor lamb they slaughter and put its head on a bed of rice". And off they went to Anbar. Not really sure if they did get to have that eyeraki lamb, but I sure do hope that their 12 hour long flight from the US to Iraq wasnt in vain. Maliki, Condi and Bush are all from the same dough. I cant stand seeing any of them on TV, their faces to me are just so cruel, harsh and bloodless. Just like mr nutso (aka muqtada) or mr devil (al dhari) or or or...The list is endless...
And to be honest, I can care less if they visit everyday. They will never bring back all those who died in vain because of the misplanning of this ruthless war (now dont go telling me id rather have saddam or what an ungrateful bitch I am, because I dont rather have had Saddam, at the same time, I aint gonna be grateful for the death of my country, if that makes me a bitch, so be it). I saw a small caption on one of the news channels claiming that since the beginning of this war till this day there were 40,000 unindentified bodies buried in Najaf. Thats just the unidentified bodies in Najaf. So imagine, imagine the hundreds of thousands more. No, its too much to ask of you to imagine...
So no, not Bush, nor Maliki mean a thing to me. Even that much awaited report from Crocker and Petraues means nothing. A big fat nothing.Im not holding my breath and I dont think any wise person should. The real stories are here, here with the Iraqis. I dont need a top notch General to lie to me anymore. I dont need to read a report that is so full of spin and prepared by arrogant people to contradict everything I know. Everything I need I hear from the real people who live not in the GZ but out there, out there in the red zone. No I dont need a report that is prepared by people who wear armoured vests and carry guns and have about 30 security guards watching their every step. Nope, I dont need that, because I have the simple Iraqis who risk their lives on a daily basis just by coming to work. THEY ARE THE ONES I LISTEN TO, THEY ARE THE ONES I BELIEVE.
Im gonna leave it at that for now. Im exhausted and its way past my bed time. But hey, guess what, Im finally gonna see HUBBY!!! Yaaaaaaaaay...hopefully he will be coming to visit me in the next few days. Its been over 6 weeks now, and I cant wait!!!I will be just like a new aroosa again ;-) hopefully it wont be that time of month, but knowing my luck and the way my hormones are playing games on me lately, I think that may be a huge possibility...Possibility or not, I still cant wait...I will finally be a normal married wife (just for a few days), instead of being Single, the Single Married Wife...
The last batch of the Expats that I have been working with for over 2 yrs now, have left today. WOB, Mr & Mrs Chair (good riddance), mr distooorvance (a story I will tell you in a later post) and a few others. From the almost 100 people I started with 2 years back, the only ones remaining are 3 expats (incl me) and 4 Iraqis. Now thats a huge difference. Everyone else has gone, seeked a different path, especially the Iraqis. A path hopefully filled with whatever dreams and aspirations they hoped for. Their road is long and bumpy, but atleast they can see the light, the light of their lives back. I spoke to Z today who has been waiting for her US visa in Amman. She and a few others have already received it, only two are still waiting. Theyre waiting and are getting extremely restless, restless and worried. A the other day told me that he cant really enjoy Amman or go out that much in fear of anyone stopping him in the street from the Jordanian police and asking him for his passport (his passport was taken by the US embassy inorder to process his visa). He has been there a almost a month now with no news.
Z, D, and S were lucky enough and likeable enough by my exmanagement that they have jobs already lined up for them in DC, which is probably the one good and honourable thing that the company did for them. Some of the others are getting hooked up with excoworkers of mine who promised to offer them places to stay and helping them in finding jobs. Which again is amazing, and although I dont wanna generalise but it seems to me, most of the Americans that worked with me have more empathy towards their Iraqi colleagues than all the Iraqis themselves. I can safely say, about 30 Americans offered their homes to my Iraqi colleagues. Unlike the Iraqi expats who just didnt bother to even say in just a short email that if they need any help, they are willing to give it...Oh well just goes to show you.
As for Bush's surprise visit, I dont really have much to comment on. Forget the protocols of a sovereign country, we dont need that BS Condi, do we now. He probably woke up with a craving for some "eyeraki" food and asked Condi whether she'd fancy "some grilled lamb kababs, and abit of that poor lamb they slaughter and put its head on a bed of rice". And off they went to Anbar. Not really sure if they did get to have that eyeraki lamb, but I sure do hope that their 12 hour long flight from the US to Iraq wasnt in vain. Maliki, Condi and Bush are all from the same dough. I cant stand seeing any of them on TV, their faces to me are just so cruel, harsh and bloodless. Just like mr nutso (aka muqtada) or mr devil (al dhari) or or or...The list is endless...
And to be honest, I can care less if they visit everyday. They will never bring back all those who died in vain because of the misplanning of this ruthless war (now dont go telling me id rather have saddam or what an ungrateful bitch I am, because I dont rather have had Saddam, at the same time, I aint gonna be grateful for the death of my country, if that makes me a bitch, so be it). I saw a small caption on one of the news channels claiming that since the beginning of this war till this day there were 40,000 unindentified bodies buried in Najaf. Thats just the unidentified bodies in Najaf. So imagine, imagine the hundreds of thousands more. No, its too much to ask of you to imagine...
So no, not Bush, nor Maliki mean a thing to me. Even that much awaited report from Crocker and Petraues means nothing. A big fat nothing.Im not holding my breath and I dont think any wise person should. The real stories are here, here with the Iraqis. I dont need a top notch General to lie to me anymore. I dont need to read a report that is so full of spin and prepared by arrogant people to contradict everything I know. Everything I need I hear from the real people who live not in the GZ but out there, out there in the red zone. No I dont need a report that is prepared by people who wear armoured vests and carry guns and have about 30 security guards watching their every step. Nope, I dont need that, because I have the simple Iraqis who risk their lives on a daily basis just by coming to work. THEY ARE THE ONES I LISTEN TO, THEY ARE THE ONES I BELIEVE.
Im gonna leave it at that for now. Im exhausted and its way past my bed time. But hey, guess what, Im finally gonna see HUBBY!!! Yaaaaaaaaay...hopefully he will be coming to visit me in the next few days. Its been over 6 weeks now, and I cant wait!!!I will be just like a new aroosa again ;-) hopefully it wont be that time of month, but knowing my luck and the way my hormones are playing games on me lately, I think that may be a huge possibility...Possibility or not, I still cant wait...I will finally be a normal married wife (just for a few days), instead of being Single, the Single Married Wife...
81 Comments:
Amazing. I expressed the same reactions to the U.S. in Iraq as you've written and I am an American. Can anyone imagine that Petreus/Crocker will report anything negative? I think not. Well, if they need one minus it will be about the Iraqi government. Bush & Co. now have a scapegoat for their bumbling - Malaki et al.
Hello Lovely Neurotica, IT amazing what you have to put up with all these sinnister Characters hiding behind thier hyppocritical cheshire cat cum heyena smiles acting on behalf & at the behest of the axis of evil iran & thier thugs around the country & the region as awhole our ALLIED FORCES should never have a timetable to even hint of leaving before that iranien axis of evil is extinguished & eliminated from The region as a whole & Iraq in particular , honestly darling the best bet you have there is The Allawi admin taking office & all of these smug other characters could pack it in & go whistle in the iranien evil axis breez, I take my hat off to you love all the best this time of the month or that bieng ON these days hardly matters luv www.bfbs.com walter@swedenmail.com your OLaff
Hello again NEurotica Just a small comment on the hammam in Amsterdam & the sleezy character that SCARPERED off to n.y. good luck riddance to him & all the best to the rest of a decent lot managing to also sneak or squeez themselves out ?? MAYBE one day it may be pos. to meet at one the locals or Bistro off HIgh st.Kensington or Bayswater for a tipple A Beujolia´s !? & or a great PINTA of Bitter me O`L mate TARRAA DARLING www.bfbs.com YOURS OLAFF walter@swedenmail.com
Hello again NEurotica Just a small comment on the hammam in Amsterdam & the sleezy character that SCARPERED off to n.y. good luck riddance to him & all the best to the rest of a decent lot managing to also sneak or squeez themselves out ?? MAYBE one day it may be pos. to meet at one the locals or Bistro off HIgh st.Kensington or Bayswater for a tipple A Beujolia´s !? & or a great PINTA of Bitter me O`L mate TARRAA DARLING www.bfbs.com YOURS OLAFF walter@swedenmail.com
HELLO ,Imeant after you´ve come out ofcourse for hols or to meet us o´l good ex pats backhome in good O`l BLIGHTY our luvly High st.s & the local down the road not forgetting the regular chippie M`e LUV www.bfbs.com YOURS OLAFF
I am so happy to have found you!
Americans, as you know all too well, are not being told the truth about what is happening in Iraq. And they sure aren't being told much about the day-to-day struggles of the peoples of Iraq.
I only get a few thousand unique visitors a day, but I am going to write a post about your blog and put you in my blogroll. Thank you so much for what you are doing, and please-stay as safe as you possibly can. The world needs you.
Hello NIW,
I am happy for you to see your husband. I hope you have a bit of normalcy for a bit. I want to clear the air here about one thing. In the devil Bush Co. they are very happy with the course of this conflict. I am an American and I know firsthand Iraq was meant to be this way. The old adage,"Divide and Conquer" applies here. They figure that it's in their interests to let Iraqis slaughter one another. If a few thousand U.S. troops die, well, that's the cost of doing business. Who has had the benefit of this invasion/occupation? Israel, Iran, Defense industry, Intl. Bank, Fed. Reserve, Carlyle Group, and oh yeah, Osama bin Laden. Winners and Losers, Neurotica. It's always about the money. Sorry for the rant. I truly hope all will be safe for you. Salaam
The Single Married Wife...I like that...You probably don't though...Lol
You just need some TLC...And maybe less rigorous working hours!
By the way: What does Hubby think about current Iraqi Events? Does he plan on staying for good?
Anon, I guess people just had enough of the BS that these reports hold. Finally some people are waking up from their la la world and realised what full of crap Bush and his commanders are!!!
Lol Olaff, wont taht be nice? Sharing a normal drink in a normal place with my coworkers!!! Wow that will be the day!!!
Thanx JR, Im just trying to say the truth as it is. I dont taint it, I dont air brush it, what you see is what you get. And if people dont wanna believe then thats their problem. Alot of teh Iraqi bloggers gave up hope cuz no one was listening to their pleas, and thats a shame. A great shame..
Hey Chris (hope I can calll you that). Yes its about money and power. Its like looking in the mirror everyday and saying "mirror mirror on the wall, who is the most ppowerful of them all". You can rant as much as you want, join the club...
Jason, well, its the truth. I am single married wife...Yuck I hate that...HUBBY has been warned that he will be bobbited if he has long term plans here. So an answer to your question, no, I doubt it very much he wants to stay. He is just waiting for the project that he poured his heart on to complete and we will be outta here!!! Yaaaaay
"HUBBY has been warned that he will be bobbited if he has long term plans here."
Ouch. I wouldn't want to mess with you Neurotica. Lol
The two of you should have a baby soon enough, in spite of it all! cross my fingers you see him asap:)
huf from Belgrade
Hello NEUROTICA."TELL ME WHEN will I see you agin Laalllaaallaalla ,IS it SPANDAU BALLET or level-42 or The HUMAN LEAGUE who sing this song ? YES LUV IT`D be great you & your coworkers colleagues & every on to meet at the local in KENSINGTON OR CHELSEA OR HAMMERSMITH OR EVEN MAYBE near me at the local in BAYSWATER THAT SHALL BE LUVEly if it ever takes place until then it is with great admiration I follow your reports in that depressing atmosphere that may only change if the bloody iranien axisof evil are kiicked in teeth with thier puppet officials out of there & poeple like Allawi take over & then it should be a bit more back to normal or NORMALITY ; IT is amazing how some people invent expressions & call it ENGLISH i.e. "normalcy "????NORMALITY MATE alright luv all the best darling we are with you www.bfbs.com walter@swedenmail .com yours Olaff
Execuse me for being so frank with you, NIW, but this one single post is one of the best I read from you in a loooong time. I might be wrong, but I felt like it was more like coming from the inside, compare to many previous posts you wrote in the previous period, which I didn't bother to comment on. This one I am obliged to comment and obliged to give my compliments
Keep on writing that way, dear, this is the way pulled into your blog from the begining.
As I said I might be wrong, but I might also be right :)
Mix Maxxxxxxxxx, long time...Wow, were my posts THAT bad that you stopped commenting???Im so happy to see you here. Well, I guess you are right. Lately many of the posts I write take me ages, but this one, this one I wasnt even intending to post. But I dunno why I guess out of frustration I opened up blogger and started to write...So you YES you ARE right... ;-) But I hope the others werent really bad...
Nina, kids??? I wish, but where? Here in the GZ? Lol, not even the GZ since HUBBY aint around, so maybe we should do it via the net...
Jason, yup you betta not mess with me. Infact Ill tell you a secret, ive acquired a new nickname at work, everytime someone sees me they say "oh nooo, here comes the trouble maker" Hmmm, not sure where this notriety came from...
Olaff, Im perplexed about that anon guy, seriously...I wish I can understand what he's trying to say..
A good post a very interesting blog as well.
HELLO NEUROTICA HONESTLY DARLING that twat anon must short circuit in his litrary connection fuse box to be able to spew out such utter rubbish not even worthy of a neat waste paper basket WAT WUT!!!!A LOAD OF nonsincal tatter ARSSSSSSSSSSSE up so that there iis no telling where it starts & finishes You just must laugh luv he must be venting out his topsy turvy fumes arse up ????????????!!!!!!!!!!! any way don´t forget luv one of those days at one of our locals bach home off the High St. It might provide us all with a laugh as we toast those way back when day ??!! loads of love www.bfbs.com walter@swedenmail.com Yours as always OLAFF
Sorry LUV I MEANT BACK HOME IN LONDON not " bach" home & that anonmust "have" A short circuit???sometimes mistakes do happen in the heat of the moment climax ????!!! alright enough all the best darling www,bfbs.com walter@swedenmail.com your OLAFF
Whew! Ok, so I'm not the only one totally confused by anon's ramblings.
Melanie
I've said this before. Let me explain it from someone else's perspective to see what you people think. I have this friend Girl. Girl claims she never grew up. She explains growth like she just moved somewhere else and got new information on her surroundings. She just changed. She explained to me that having a baby wasn't her thing. She said a baby is just a new person to change a new person to play. Anyway she can't walk now she, she gave her legs to charity, right. Anyway now she is the baby. She can't change and she can't play herself? Anyway she wants to be dead? Should I use, try and sleep with her? Should I make her gay? Fat? What should I do? Genius's? Spread disease or ask the charity for her legs back? Incredible person admitted defeat? I hate to ask for her feet back when she can easily be fucked into a shit pile with some fucking baby I know she hates. Not everyone has had experience traveling like us. Her mental health so volatile with lax in mobility. Money isn't the answer. It's like I have to barter for her soul. Anyway, know where I am coming from? I don't want to have a baby with this lady because the devil is cunning. Life is still happening. It's just charity is a motherfucker. It's like they want the Devil to wear Prada for a blow job festival instead of giving this women her legs back for one final run before TIME RUNS OUT?
Neurotica: I'll keep my distance then!
Hello Neurotica,Our friend is at it again "WAT" ALOT OF TRIPE & DRIBBLE DRIVELLING NONSENSEALL THE BEST LUV www.bfbs.com walter@swedenmail.com LOVE OLAFF
You being British should know that the line 'And to be honest, I can care less if they visit everyday' isn't correct.
You should say 'i could not care less' which obviously means you're at the lowest level of caring.
Nice blog.
WUT"WAT ON eeeeeeeeeeearth are youuuuuuuu on abouuuuuuuuut mateeeeeeeey
They have Tasty Little Crunchies. Think Sesame snacks from Nippon. Yeah I'm gonna Lemony Snicket me some Karma crutch therapy on some private property. Memory Chunk some irreplaceable artifacts in exchange for a bag then go swimming.
Actually if Britain keeps spreading. I'll buy a gun and be self employed like Harry Potter.
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Mellon's don't read the words high on Pepto Bismol. Here this will help you.
Got up.
Gut-wrenching pain.
I changed my bedsheets for the 6th time this week. The only laundromat in town is located on main street, in between the petticoat store and the pastrami emporium of Mr. Schadenfreude.
Me on a hot afternoon.
Me on a hot afternoon.
Two nights ago in that bar, high on Pepto-Bismol, I saw this couple regurgitating their food for each other. It was beautiful, at first. They were expressing their love of course, and I couldn't even take a moment's pause to appreciate that. God-damn. There it was again. And yeah, soon enough I felt, the warm, pasty runoff, delicately seeping through the hairs on my thighs. "Where is the toilet"? "Where is the god-damn toilet," I shouted. The regurgitating girl choked on the food presently in her nose cavity, and gave me wild stares. I limped to the lavatory (or any recipient capable of holding my fury), but somehow fell in one brown fell swoop and hit the floor. On all fours, I crawled, covered in shit-particles, to the nearest toilet.
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ope, I dont need that, because I have the simple Iraqis who risk their lives on a daily basis just by coming to work. THEY ARE THE ONES I LISTEN TO, THEY ARE THE ONES I BELIEVE.
You're a hero lady. We find belief through repeated practice and evidence. Then you speak your beliefs. Sounds like practice repeated. Then we fuck. Spill babies. Mourn lash. Turn hay and honor our past.
I Believe beliefs will only exist in passing. The personnel surviving at your daily excuse to exist manage suicidal practices. The structural integrity of your courses commit you to self discovery. The sharper the structure the more intensely focused your connection to the external world. We all love the poor for the connection they provide. Rap groups Such as 50 Cent have become mainstay in American Culture. The degree of elevation these determined individuals provide will charismatically combine the spoil of war with the bravery of the conception. Contact the suicide we know and love as slavery. The riddle of murder mating murder with suicide. Focus ends needs. We celebrate focus at commune and obligation. Where we love and play. Patty Cake and Jumping Rope. We honor the same rope. Tears above pain. I thought we hung the Jew, let me google Jew. Ewww sounds like the Jew is your enemy. You wanna fight America? America's nice. We don't actually hang great big Bush Dolls up and burn them here. At least you know what Bush looks like. I'm watching a demonstration thinking "That effigy could be anyone? Oh well they're in love." People don't have faces anymore? I don't even know who their killing? A black? Probably a black? So much for hiring Condoleeza Rice for Atomatrated beliefinator. I'm not even allowed to take drugs or get drunk and drive my car? I remember having this problem that if I actually found love I'd say "finally" then try and off myself. Scorino, YEAH. Bang Dead. I can locate the Sun and the Moon from my Earth spot? I wonder where they'll be tomorrow? DRIVING ME INSANE! Hey tomorrow when you try and Marry the Sun to the Moon. Who gives a fuck. I mean fuck it, enough stop, done kaput. Revenge against the Moon, hmmm Chair...I'll kill her, wait, uhhh, then we'll block out the Sun who gives a fuck. Man at least we got rid of the last planetary body, you know she said a bunch of stuff that was supposed to equivocate metaphorically? Yeah like good was bad and bad was good. You can only imagine Iraqi wife that is too stoned to be my mother, only you can imagine.
Just like mr nutso (aka muqtada) or mr devil (al dhari) or or or...The list is endless...
Hi.
dear neurotica i m in love with u and ur posts. but alas u r married so i cannot be ur love (though ,even if u were not married u would have rejected me ........lolz) .
I like ur posts and just found ur blog from bbc site . And i m feeling very happy to have found the blogger from iraq.The country which i visitd many years ago in the time of Sadaam. at that time speaking name "SADAAM" was a crime and one could be cought by his people who were everywhere.(this was what we were told by the people there ......... and the fear could be seen on theie faces and everywhere).
I have seen their misseries. but the people are very ver very loving and friendly.
Regarding ur last post :
i hope that ur wait will over and u will meet ur hubby soon .And i hope that the anxiety of the people of iraq lessens so that people can live a happy life.
u r doing a great job there .
As i have only read some of posts so i dont know what ur old posts had but i think at the start there must have been some roses and flowers shown to u people . and now there are flowers but not the one that were shown earlier . now there are flowers which are painted with the human blood.
May GOD bless us all.
take care
HELLO NEUROTICA LUV OUR FRIEND anon is dibbling again "WUT" a twerp my friend says " YA3ney shinoo hatha g3aaair mch7abbal ya3neey shee reeed yithbit bhaatha alch7baal maala kulla luoiiiiis gulla ch7alli yigooom yitdeeer??? Alright darling that is what my frind thinks of anon all the best luv wwww.bfbs.com walter@swedenmail.com Your Olaff tarrrra darling
HELLO again Neurotica , MY friend suggests that that good O`l geyser anon is interested in entering the guinnes book of records & " YA3neey haatha Alch7baal maala rah7 yuh7utta bieat al mch7aabeeel al3assfoooriya ya3ney suddug mch7abbal haatha alwalad???? alright darling tarra for now your OLAFF
HELLO again Neurotica , MY friend suggests that that good O`l geyser anon is interested in entering the guinnes book of records & " YA3neey haatha Alch7baal maala rah7 yuh7utta bieat al mch7aabeeel al3assfoooriya ya3ney suddug mch7abbal haatha alwalad???? alright darling tarra for now your OLAFF
Hello Neurotica , LUV MY friend says " T3aal hnaaa lak 3anoon gulli inta majnooon ???? alright darling that is all for the time being www.bfbs.com walter@swedenmail.com your Olaff
NIW
words of wisdom.
I think you have what is commonly referred to as the "Female Triad" in the USA. The medical term is Amenorrhia.
It is common in high level female athletes or females who have the following symptoms/signs.
1. high stress
2. lack of menstrual cycle
3. low body fat.
You will never have babies with your current stress levels!!
you can't have babies if you have Amenorrhea because you lack your menstrual cycle!
The moral of the story...
Put yourself in a nice environment, eath all the food you like and by all means, relax ;-)
Tell HUBBY if he wants a family, things HAVE to change. Otherwise, you may have an unhealthy baby and that would really put a damper on the blog!
we'd all like to see you replace baghdad with a 'little neurotica'. Ya'know..a new chapter so to speak..lol
naa. It seems babys are completely detriment to female political correctness.
Now i don't want to say the lady here is correct, but she would only get worse, i pretty much guess it's the secret service ravaging a critical persons psychology, all this get babys talk.
H got the Visa!
First, I want to say that you are a courageous woman and you deserve an environment where your intelligence could thrive. What's happened to your life as an ordinary people already experienced by the Vietnamese and similar victims of the Americans' arrogance and tyranny all over the world.
Your ordinary life and the things you deserve in life have been taken away from you by evil people like Bush and his bosses in corporate America. Your country has been blessed with natural resource. Unfortunately, the world has been cursed with the greed and the stupidity of the Americans. The entire world must band together and put the Americans where they belong: hell - at least the Americans who are like Bush and Cheney. These people just love to exploit and to inflict pain upon others who are not as evil as they are. I would love to see how Bush invade China or Russia for oil. Why Iraq? Because Iraq just happens to be one of Israel's enemy. And we all know how much control Israel has on the American politics. So, two keywords: OIL and Israel. Now you know your real problem.
Americans where they belong: hell
Well if AMerica gets to go to Hell I want a Pegasus and a Ring of ANimal control. Like The Five Chinese Brothers did when they fought the Tiamat of inner-city petrol. They truly live on the internet. I've also traced the ancestry of nerds. They are as fascinated with mirrors as our dead pet Cockatiel. SINgle White Cockatiel's. Mean mean mean
I guess since you live in Iraq and I in America, you'll always be right and I'll always be wrong. Still, I wish to give my opionion. First, I'm ashamed of my fellow countrymen who talk negatively about our country and elected leaders. It embarrasses me. I know mistakes were made, and politicians are greedy and power hungry, but isn't it obvious that Muslims blow innocent people up all over the world and somebody, something, somewhere has to try and stop them? When was the last time a Budhist, Catholic, Greek, Jehovah Witness, Canadian, Pentecostal, American, Hindu, Jew, Trinidadian, Australian, Christian Scientist, etc., blew up a wedding with innocent people just to prove a point? Or a plane into a building? Or a National Embassy? Or a Mosque? A train station? Or even threaten to "wipe Israel off the map"? I hate war. But I don't think the Islam of Saudi Arabia, Iran, Pakistan, Al-Queda, Afganistan, Libya, Lebanon, Indonesia, Nigeria, Somalia, etc., is ever going to stop solving there discontent by killing many innocent people. I wonder why my own country men don't see the greed and need for power in the men that lead the countries and organizations I listed above. Because they, (my fellow countymen), are selfish and self important. I like you Neurotica, and I pray that you'll one day see the good that has come to take care of the evil.
HELLO NEUROTICA IT SEEMS our friend above has the miconceptions that these so called elcted leaders are genuine she is obviously niave ignorant or both in matters politics & doesn`t seem to realise that that they are axis of evil iranien PUPPETS SORRY TO DISSAPIONT HER???? loads of love darling www.bfbs.com your OLAFF
The evil you quote is epitimised by the axis of evil iran jules mate so summarise your lsting www.bfbs.com Olaff
SORRY I MEANT " MISCONCEPTION" a spelling mistake happens at the best of times ooooops yours Olaff
Dear Julie ,
It's your right to feel shameful if someone critisizes your country . It's a natural loyality feeling . But please , What America is doing ?? Instead of catching those bunch of losers who are bombing or watever ..America is randomely destroying nations , destroying poeple's life , destroying my Iraq , destoring my baghdad , my home , my family , my little dreams ?
Do you really think after those wars america entered; the world is a better place ? oh no, it's just bringing up hatred and scorn to her self .
look , a british girl missed , the whole media talks about it . while here , kidnapping occurs on daily basis and no one can even breathe . is that fair ? we are people , America . we are people with hearts .
Should the whole whole whole iraq be punished ? and for wat ? on wat basis ? and i tell you wat , i have a arabic friend who used to work for fox american channel before 11/9 and after . He said that after 11/9 they got orders that they have to put this statment in all news which is " that happened after sep/11" ( certainly for awhile ) !!
why you think ? shouldn't america try to secure people instead of giving them panic and reminding them of sep/11 .
My nation , unfortunately , had suffered from the worst ideologies of the twenty first century when the explosions, car bombs, kidnappings and street fights occur on every day basis , become part of my daily life and consequently make it extremely difficult to proceed our normal life ? we are living meraclously, here . Yet , hope is all my heart can sustain at the time of turmoil as I primarily decided that I will not accept anything but success. I'm capable of success and want success.
I want to give u this message about wat you comment on isreal if you allow me ,, you may put that in mind ...we are not anti- jews , we are anti-occupation ..jewish came and kick the palestinians out,took their homes and they are playing the victim part ..while the truth is that the palestinians are the unfaired .
Thank you , Julie . wish u luck , try Micheal More documentaries and the focus on the facts he says .xx peace !!
Olaf- I don't understand your grammar.
May- This is what I know. We signed a contract with Saddam...we will stop defending Kuwait all the way to Baghdad if you show us or tell us where the WOMD are. Very simple. 10 years latter and 17 U.N. resolutions he still hadn't lived up to his end of the contract. After 9/11, combined with all the damage that Islam has done in the rest of the world (US Cole, 1st trade center bombing, suicide bombers all over the place, bombings in germany during the olympics, iranian hostages, etc.)there can be no more chances. Don't you see that? I wish I saw more outrage toward Islam. Is it impossible for Islam to exist without domination, killing, unreasonablness, humilation and hate? I've heard so many excuses for why Islamic suicide bombers do what they do. What about loving life and people enough that you don't try and kill them? Because of this, we now have to go and try to kill them first:( I don't know any other way when someone is trying to kill you. If Osama & Suddam were good people we wouldn't be talking right now. I pray Islam leaves us alone, but it hasn't since the 60's. And by the way, Michael Moore is dishonest.
May- "All those wars America entered"- War will always be a reality because evil will always try to kill, so it forces good to defend itself and kill first. It will be like this forever, unless we want to be ruled by evil like Saddam in Iraq or whats his name in Iran. I'm thankful America fought in those wars. Where would we be if WW1, WW2 had gone differently? Even our own Civil War (which changed slavery forever around the world). Again, I say I hate war but evil leaves no choice. Evil wants to rule and I'm glad there's somebody that will stand up to it. As for Israel.... come on. Is it the curse? The one from the
Bible that says Ismael will always have his hand against his brother and be a pain in his butt? Is that the reason for the hate? It makes no sense. The Old Testament was written thousands of years ago and the Hebrews were there. I don't see Palastinians. Do you? Am I making this up? It seems very simple to me. Besides, the Jewish people were given back Israel after WW2 by Britian and others, mostly, because of the stupid, worthless hate that people had for them. If you hate somebody is the only solution to kill? Can you see how evil will work if you don't war against it? You know, like concentration camps, ovens, 6 million dead, towers blown up, women not being allowed to drive cars, prejudice, suicide bombs, hateful words like "wipe them out", and so on. If it wasn't for selfish hate we wouldn't have to go to war with anybody. Why are you against the only country in the world ever to go to war with another country, and then make them a friend and help them out(Japan, Germany)? Or go to war to abolish slavery (Civil)? Or go to war to establish freedom in a world of Kings (American Revolution)? Or to keep communism from spreading like a cancer (Vietnam, Korea)? Is this an evil track record? Ask Japan. Ask South Korea. Ask Germany. Look at North Korea. Do you see? What about Saddam, what was his track record? The Taliban? Al-Queda? Syria? Hezbollah? Jordan (which didn't treat the Palestinians too well, if I'm not mistaken). Is it that you can't see evil, or don't want to?
THE grammatical structure used in my sentences happen to come from my language & country namely ENGLAND it may be slang deviants phrasiology around the globe may have problems in coming to terms with the origins of the language having said that however it not difficult to understand the grammer in the sentence "elected so called leaders " are a hoax axis of eviliranien puppets ???www.bfbs.com
We have plenty of Schools for English In Oxford st. & elwhere ready to instruct in the origins of the grammatical structure of the Language come along you might find it fun especiially as we offer a good ney excellent social life in LONDON www.bfbs.com
Hello Neurotica darling I think you may find a friend in MAY there yours as always www.bfbs.com walter@swedenmail.com Best regards Olaff
OH BY THE WAY 9/11 means 9th of NOVEMBER ????????
no one gives a crap about ss. they can't get out of their own way, let alone catch something.
"guess since you live in Iraq and I in America, you'll always be right and I'll always be wrong." - Julie
Depressive bunch for an instant parking lot? Being honest Michael Moore is fat. Michael Moore provides tools for destruction. Aid destroying corporations that have been formulated as political anomalies outside of the governmental stratum. These corporations hide behind Government. Government's use addiction and hate to exhibit the practices needed to sustain the corporate under structure. All those people die in an inter-connective web called biological human reasoning. Well it is more or less DISRESPECTFUL. Murder is like taking your kids first drawing off the fridge and trashing it. Trashing your kids drawing is UNDER-APPRECIATING a process of growth. The next drawing your kid hangs over the first may contain the rarest beauty available on the earth now. And your dumb white ass wants to see that beauty over and over and over again. Dontchaa!!! Cause beauty is totally awesome! All praise TOTALLY AWESOME then, Who wants to fuck with it? Kids are totally awesome artists all over the world. Everyone wants to have that beauty in their life. AND NO ONE WANTS THE KIDS TO GROW UP??? So why do they UNDER-APPRECIATE other kids art work and trash it without realizing the worth of a human's life cycle? SO AMerica can get a new boyfriend named Iraq and fuck for a decade. The END. With kids The Whore and the Loser can't fuck. Go burn a Mommy.
Some corporations should of never had kids. Daddy Daycare Government for BAD BAD BAD 1980's. Welcome to toilet daycare Earth. Truth is I can shit on a toilet and remember not to flush my niece down with my stool. The Olympics is where the daycare Exec's watch boobies. Label everything and hide. I was at the Beach today remembering Gangsters that Lie. Tomorrow I have a DUI court case for the color purple.
anon- "guess since.....be wrong" sarcastic Michael Moore fat is was. Killing evil is not murder and socialism is a corporation.
I don't know why I have a gut feeling that u r leaving for good???
Hey Julie and everybody ,
I don't have much to say ..American troops fooled iraqis and now the innocent iraqis are suffering .
You wanted to know the real ordinary Iraqis?
Take a look.
Don't forget..most of those have been murdered now.
Some were buried, some were not.
Some fled the country and some are awaiting their fate to burn
inside their own home
or go food shopping to be bombed right where they stand.
Or go and perform a prayer and be joined by a friendly American bomb.
You see that barefoot child dragging that bucket of water?
She lost her eye when she was holding her father's hand when an
explosion took his life away.
So there it is...
Real genuine Iraqi people carrying on their daily chores.
"A small sacrifice"
Tell that to the burning palm trees
and the skinless children in their fathers' arms
Tell it to the stolen civilization
and those ever lasting scars
Tell my father "Your children are in heaven.
Sorry I had to murder them because your country is an oil mine"
So polish your weapons
Kill more of our men
Train your soldiers
How much more blood will spill?
That skinless man..this armless woman
That handless child..what about his crayon?
Brutality, weapons, murders, suffering, destruction..."I've learned
so many new words" my child says.
What will become
of our mother earth?
What will become of the future?
Tainted with sadness from birth
Peace lovers are imprisoned
War mongers "elected" & obeyed
Mother earth...I bid you farewell.
...Hey , if you want to make an understandying about the real Islam ..try , Hamza Yusuf DVD's.
Thanx and Peace !
Hello May,
Even though I don't know you personally, I have love and compassion for you. I hope you don't look at the passion of my thoughts as disrespectful. Since I always look at all sides I will check out Hamza Yusuf, and maybe we can continue to share out thoughts in a staightforward, loving and peacful way. As of right now though, I respectivley disagree with you.
God Bless you.
woops....I meant to say respectfully. :(
writing in blogs all the time can really expose your lack of grammer & spelling usage.....right olaff! Just a joke, don't get all worked up!
Hello Neurotica , If you do leave & come back home don´t forget our drink at the local Luv , Tarrraaaa for now darling www.bfbs.com walter@swedenmail.com your Olaff
"Killing evil is not murder and socialism is a corporation." - Julie
and resources exist for the purpose of biological reasoning and evolution. and Trees are as permanent as Gold. and when the sky darkens we'll just fag up and accelerated bioremediation, Chemical revitalization. Earths circuitry bags of flesh. Any time state and underexposure to fuel our greed for children and art. Another fine example of Love. Diagnosis, the entire country appears to be afflicted with love. Dammit Dr. Zaius. Black Stallion's? Can I hug this Camel? You know how the U.N. air drops POP-TARTS into Iraq for relief. You think Iraq could maybe air drop some Black Stallion's on American soil?
Evil people think people are the same as horses right? I think I've localized hate, Dr. Zaius. Where's Dr. Zaius? The Planet of the Apes, Lady. Kane liked manufacturing and distributing addictive substances. Abel was emotionally slow and liked to cuddle. Then we gave Abel some blow and he's fine now. He'll still hug the dog. Oh Abel. He'll play and play and play. Cocaine made them brothers. The prison made them Men. Fates of dependency. Guns don't hurt us and we wire them as hero's before we kill your culture of Horse Love fiction. I didn't want to adopt Michael Myers either. Oh no the straight guy. Escape at a reasonable pace. I was thinking we could ride Michael Myers through the desert, (sodomy not included)? Find the Holy Grail again then remember Immortality would ruin hot girls...forever...and Die like the chicken who fucks. What I suspected the spurs we're for, genius. and someday she'll look like Mrs. Crabtree. Praise TOTALLY AWESOME. WHEN THE FUCK HAVE WE ACTUALLY KILLED EVIL? I know she says that every time she wants a baby? Give her a week. In the meantime she can just hug a smurf. Yeah someone get Smurfette captured. We have to kill uhhhh evil? Let me see 80 male smurfs, one female? Fat chance sister. fucking white people?
Dear julie , your comment was the most welcomed , i'll be glad to know you more . for the start i'm a medical student still a junior .
May God keep the world safe .
thanx .
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"When the F*** have we actually killed evil?" - Anon
Golgotha.
Julie & ANON SHOULD GET OR COME TOGETHER " WHAT THE FUCK INDEED" don´t be afraid to spell it julie it is supposed to be gratifying at times & even good fun or FUCK Tarra
Sorry That is vulgar obscene & sometimes relevant
Maybe, if you're so bored NIW, you should go out and meet some of your "fellow" Iraqis and apologize to them for working for the people who occupy/slaughter/kidnap/rape/steal from them.
Oh, right. Step outside the Green Zone and you'll face the monster your employers created. Wouldn't want that, now would you!
Anon-
Oh yea, also: Hiter/Nazism/Hitler/Germany, USSR/communism, Saddam, 1940's Japan, Southern slave ownership, 1770's Imperialism.
Olaff- F word in the bedroom for the man, not you.
May- I thought you were older! I'm married with 4 kids in Florida, USA. My husband (the man) is a capitalistic Plumbing Contractor. We are Cristians who have traveled around the world doing mission work in the past. We have been to Romania, Cuba, Venezuela, Trinidad, Equador, Mexico, Germany, Austria and Hungary. I have a friend that has been to Iraq but we haven't had the pleasure yet, though we'd like to. I hope my being a Christian doesn't cause you to think differently of me.
God Bless You.
Julie
"When the F*** have we actually killed evil?" - Anon
Golgotha.
September 12, 2007 1:06 AM
Goal Gothika. Uma Thurman was in this movie called Gothika. I believe it was a remake of a B/W flick from the 60's. Apparently the Thief Barabbas impersonates Jesus and flies a spacecraft in the name of Jesus. I forget, maybe Uma was Jesus and God was the cripple and Barabbas had to look sorta like God or one of his kin and fly a rocket in the name of God. In the long run Uma didn't didn't smell like Roses cause they cut that shit out after Censors made Rum taste like Hawaiian Tropic. Of course the Golgotha demon of feces wouldn't be Uma... I just have a feeling a frank and further ton of colored woman don't want to be referred to as metaphorical poop when they get blustery from I don't know me...anyway Uma's a piece of crap and Julie sucks craters IN NINJA RAPPER IDENTITY THIEVING HELL. ALL HAIL BARABBAS KING OF THE SPACESHIPS!
Yeah me and my kid sis Julie helped find Satan! Yeah Bad Jesus the Identical Zombie Jesus of the regular Zombie Jesus That Julie said was directed before God's omniscience in clandestine manner similar in respect with a following praise carrying jingle jangle of his misbegotten torment in lust and greed. Great Job Julie!!! Great Job! Then we sent the Mother Fucker to outerspace in order to produce the Father in the Vanna White of all the blushing black ladies before they asked Luke, John, Peter and Paul where remote control keeps the Contrast, Tint, Brightness and Color setting. The the Devil asked the Apocalypse if Hitler was an Extremist. Well we won't forget Iraq! Maybe this nice NIW could help us communicate like better puppet masters now that we know how addition works. Help me find the upset people so I can feel comfort and maybe my invisible wife CAUSE I"M CRAZY!
Great job Julie!!! - Anon
Thanks. Some say I'm too straightforward and sharp, I'm glad you understand me. By the way Melchizedek says thanks for the 10% and Luke, John, Peter and Paul want you to know...All You Need Is Love.
oh yea, I think you offended Halle Berry. :)
NIW- I love reading your blogs. I've actually been reading them for about a year. I got your link through Iraq The Model. Your photos are a real treat.... post more!.
God Bless,
Julie
America does what every other country does-protect it's own interests. If Americans don't like it, leave. If foreigners don't like it, tough. There's a reason we are number one and I have no desire to trade places with someone in a country with leaders who don't have a spine.
NIW is pregnant..yaaaaaaaaayyy! She'll be moving to America to raise her kids. She wants kids with a spine. You don't get that with a brat raised in Europe.
WAT WUT A LOAD OF CODS WALLOP TRIPE & RUBBISH ANON & JULIE SHOULD REALLY BE jiont at the hip & i THOGHT they liked each other LOADS OF NARRATIVE & JARGON??????!!!!!! POOR ANY ONE RAISING THIER CHILDREN AMIDST A SOCIAL STRUCTURE THAT INCLUDES " WAATTS" ; HARLEM & COUNTLESS OTHER GROUPING BREEDING GROUND FOR "F,p,s
Anyone who is interested in bringing up thier "kiiids"i.e. children in that kind of an environment ,they are welcome to it & good luck to the poor child????!!!!
Wat" WUT" A RIGHT DISCUSSION NOTICE BOARD THIS POSTING HAS BECOME ????????IS IT ABOUT TO REACH A 100 COMMENTSSSSSSSSSS???????????
Olaff- "good luck to the poor child".........for being brought up in America?
Neurotica Congratulations!!!!!
I'm going to send cases of German Chocolate so you get nice and fat!!!
Hello Neurotica Are you really OFF? If you do come home to London Don´t forget The best place to bring up children is HOME darlingwww,bfbs.com your Olaff Tarraa
HEllo Again loadsof good grammer schools , nursery & kindergardens & primary 11plus & then secondary G.C.E.s to OXBRIDGE OR any other universty? LOads of the best luv www.bfbs.com walter@swedenmail.com yours as always Olaff
I can't read a frigging thing on your website. Please change background and font color. I herad a great thing about your website on NPR. I thank you in advance.
AMERICA FUCK YEAH!!!HERE TO SAVE THE MOTHER FUCKING DAY YEAH!!!AMERICA ... FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!
NW, 3yooni, I do understand you when you mention the long time writing process for certain posts compare it to other. Your writings are not bad, but sometimes a person like me kind of acting as perfectionist when expecting something and see something else, if you know what I mean. The lastest posts were different, allow me to say this again, but I got that feeling that it wasn't you who was writing compare it to old posts which made glew in front of the computer screen and read.
lie said...
oh yea, I think you offended Halle Berry. :)
September 12, 2007 5:39 AM
She's on brain detail.
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