neurotic Iraqi wife
December 18, 2006
Iraq and Iraqis Victims of Violence...
He took her by her hair and slammed her head on the wall. Once twice three times. He pushed her head and started banging it against the radiator. Once twice three times. He pulled her head backwards, and began kicking her, kicking her real hard. Kicking her stomach, her back, her face. He took her face in his hands and kept punching and punching until he cant see her eyes no more. All the while, all the while, he was calling her a bitch, a stupid bitch. A whore, a dirty whore.
A few minutes later he lies besides her and starts crying. Starts crying and asking for forgiveness. Starts crying and tells her he is sorry. Sorry for what I had done. Will you forgive me he whimpers. Please forgive me he begs her. She is on the floor no tears can fulfill her sorrow. Her body has become numb, and no pain she feels. She cant see him, for her eyes have become blurry. All she hears are the mumblings, the mumblings of his voice.
She closes her eyes and prays to god to take her away. Take me please. Take me please dear God. Dont leave me here. Dont leave me here she begs. She starts to whimper, but her sobs are dead. She has to be strong she says to herself. For her to die, she has to be strong. He picks her up gently and lays her on the bed. Pushes away her hair from her eyes, and dries the tears on her cheeks. Im sorry he says, will you forgive me? Im sorry my love please forgive me. She looks right through him, for she can only see a dark fuzzy image. Her heart is throbbing, but she hides away her fear. She fears not him, but she fears her God. Then she asks, Why??? It came out loud, without her intending to. Why she asked. He just stared at her and began to cry again. Forgive me he said. I dunno why, just forgive me.
Days later after showering her with his love, He took her by her hair and slammed her head on the wall. Once twice three times. He pushed her head and started banging it against the radiator. Once twice three times. He pulled her head backwards, and began kicking her, kicking her real hard. Kicking her stomach, her back, her face. He took her face in his hands and kept punching and punching until he cant see her eyes no more. All the while, all the while, he was calling her a bitch, a stupid bitch. A whore, a dirty whore.
He called his friends. They all gathered around her. Sleazy smiles with tongues hangin out. A piece of the flesh thats what they want. One by one, they raped her. Raped her real hard. She tried to resist, she kicked. She punched. She slapped. She tried, she really did. But they are savages. Barbaric savages that know no mercy. Barbaric Savages...
Iraq has become the victim of violence, Domestic Violence. Punched, hit, beaten up and raped Raped by Iraqis, Americans, Brits, Arabs, Africans, Iranians, Afghanis. Raped by the WORLD. The whole world. Iraq has fallen victim to psychotic personas. Psychotic personas pretending to cry for Iraq. Psychotic personas pretending to kill for Iraq. Yet the victim, the victim is non other, but Iraq... Iraq and Iraqis...Iraq and Iraqis Victims of Violence...
A few minutes later he lies besides her and starts crying. Starts crying and asking for forgiveness. Starts crying and tells her he is sorry. Sorry for what I had done. Will you forgive me he whimpers. Please forgive me he begs her. She is on the floor no tears can fulfill her sorrow. Her body has become numb, and no pain she feels. She cant see him, for her eyes have become blurry. All she hears are the mumblings, the mumblings of his voice.
She closes her eyes and prays to god to take her away. Take me please. Take me please dear God. Dont leave me here. Dont leave me here she begs. She starts to whimper, but her sobs are dead. She has to be strong she says to herself. For her to die, she has to be strong. He picks her up gently and lays her on the bed. Pushes away her hair from her eyes, and dries the tears on her cheeks. Im sorry he says, will you forgive me? Im sorry my love please forgive me. She looks right through him, for she can only see a dark fuzzy image. Her heart is throbbing, but she hides away her fear. She fears not him, but she fears her God. Then she asks, Why??? It came out loud, without her intending to. Why she asked. He just stared at her and began to cry again. Forgive me he said. I dunno why, just forgive me.
Days later after showering her with his love, He took her by her hair and slammed her head on the wall. Once twice three times. He pushed her head and started banging it against the radiator. Once twice three times. He pulled her head backwards, and began kicking her, kicking her real hard. Kicking her stomach, her back, her face. He took her face in his hands and kept punching and punching until he cant see her eyes no more. All the while, all the while, he was calling her a bitch, a stupid bitch. A whore, a dirty whore.
He called his friends. They all gathered around her. Sleazy smiles with tongues hangin out. A piece of the flesh thats what they want. One by one, they raped her. Raped her real hard. She tried to resist, she kicked. She punched. She slapped. She tried, she really did. But they are savages. Barbaric savages that know no mercy. Barbaric Savages...
Iraq has become the victim of violence, Domestic Violence. Punched, hit, beaten up and raped Raped by Iraqis, Americans, Brits, Arabs, Africans, Iranians, Afghanis. Raped by the WORLD. The whole world. Iraq has fallen victim to psychotic personas. Psychotic personas pretending to cry for Iraq. Psychotic personas pretending to kill for Iraq. Yet the victim, the victim is non other, but Iraq... Iraq and Iraqis...Iraq and Iraqis Victims of Violence...
12 Comments:
How can this be posible, we have become lower than the animals.
We have lost all humanity.
It seems the more we advance the farther back we slide into barbarism, I heard about the mass kidnapping of Red Crescent workers that were trying to help Iraqis.
Is the end goal to kill anything that's good?
Cheers !
Such a small world,so much time on earth together, so little understanding.
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by the way I posted your article, it's very good writing, want my readers to see it
by the way I posted your article, it's very good writing, want my readers to see it
That was so touching NIW!!!
Blame everyone else if you want, but the ugly truth is that the hands that are causing the bulk of the deaths and violence are Iraqi. I'll leave it to another Iraqi who probably says it best. Sorry for the length, but I felt it would be an injustice to lop it off:
http://ejectiraqikkk.blogspot.com/
' Iraqis: The Biggest Hypocrites
I have been reading articles here and there saying questioning the 'Iraqi' identification, saying that Iraq is really a bastard country formed of three separate Ottoman states in the early 20th century: Basra, Mosul and Baghdad. Such articles struck me as heavily unrealistic, great nations often come out of unholy marriages, case in point, world's current greatest nation, the United States of America. I came into life with a clear cohesion about the 'Iraqi' citizenship.
But after a while I began to understand where these un-Iraqi sentiments came from, with bloodbaths performed by supposedly authentic Iraqis against their own kinsmen, the social fabric is being quickly ripped apart, people first started throwing the worn-out conspiracy theories about how all these are orchestrated by the 'occupation and the jews', but they know deep down inside that it is not so, the fabric is quickly uncovering the great hypocrisy of the Iraqi nationalism. And it is time to say it out loud to the world.
The sense of Iraq's unity is a paradoxical, dare I say nonexistent thing, I used to think of myself as someone who loves his country, but slowly I became to understand that this was an illusion, like the slogan "Raise your head, you're an Iraqi." Exactly what Iraq has done, from the day it was created to the day that I am writing this to you, that should make me proud? We are a generation who practiced hurling out terms like 'the victorous, proud, chivalrous Arab nation' while in reality we suffered major defeats, exactly like the 1973 Arab-Israeli war, which was another disastorous loss where the descendandts of Monkey & Pigs, Jews (Arabic trademark phrase) almost captured age-old Isalmic capital Damascus. We heavily borrow from our ancestors glories to gild our miserable defeats, Iraqi Ba'ath propaganda was never absent from a direct reference to the invention of the wheel, the glories of Nebuchedanezzar, or the linking of the Iran-Iraq war to the 7-th century Qadissiya, etc). We as citizens, would greet our president with cheers and kisses and sworn allegiances, only to shed them the minute we are safe inside our homes. This practice has severely damaged all pride, we are a nation of cowards, tyrants, and morons.
Some people point out to people like us, who left Iraq, saying look at these cowards, we are not cowards, we are realists. The love of the 'country' is a hypcrisy formed by years of living under oppression and refusal to admit defeats. There is nothing that my country has done so far, and I am speaking too for all Arab states, that makes me proud of the fact that I am of its citizens. You can see how this is evident by how people are killing for the sake of sect, religion, their areas, their families, but never their country. Some people, mostly Baathists and their sympathesizers, continue their own bullshit about the 'patriotic Iraqi resistance' and how we are fighting for 'Iraq', shut up, you are fighting for the lost thrones you had. There is no such thing as an Iraqi resistance, and there never, ever was. It was al-Qaeda and Baathists all the way, I don't hate Mes'ood Barazani as much as I hate Saddam Hussein, because the first guy is a motherfucker who's at least frank about it, but the latter, Saddam ibn al kahba abu el gawad Hussein, is a hypocrite who can still make people follow him out of mere cowardice to admit how pathetic we all are, continuing an idiotic routine of hypocritic national identification.
There are some things that could hint of a national identification, for example, when you go outside Iraq and u feel like a total stranger, you try hard to find other Iraqis like you, forgetting how incredibly hateful they were back home. There are bonds that are evident in places like gameshows, soccer matches, but they are also incredibly hypocritical, they don't amount to anything more than that and precisely that, as long as the more effective political hypocrisy is in effect, all other identifications are merely so that we won't be "caught with our pants down" in the face of the world.
This is why many Arabs support Osama bin Laden, because he is a guy who doesn't bullshit around and actually does something, I think Bin Laden is a big criminal and a great danger on Islam because of that precise fact, he's a person who understands Arabs need to stop hypocrisy with action.
Wherever i go in Jordan, I look at phrases like "Jordan First", I watch Egyptian movies where the ultimate cause is "the country of Egypt", but Maybe countries like UAE have something to be proud of, but these are money-bought flourishes that are brittle fronts that will be demolished with a few hammerings here and there. Iraq is particularly a good example of Arab hypocrisy, becuase all its glories are lies while its people degenrated into morons, some people want Saddam back, you monkeys - at least psychologically, do u want to return to a stable, but paradoixcal state of glorifiying Saddam's farts and belches? Some people said this is because of Saddam, well he's gone now and look what have you done to the country? IT IS YOU. YOURSELVES. this is why we must stop the hypocrisy of identifiying with "Iraq" in its current meaning and be brave enough and say how much of a losers we all are. I do not hate my country, but I don't really care for it that much, I'd love to see it flourishing and stable, but I wouldn't die for it, so it's not enough - the difference is that I'm brave enough to say it. I only love my family, my friends, and recently my area (as a post-effect of the sectarain civil war), but I don't really love my country. In fact, I think it's a big shame that people are dying becuase of such a stupid, hypocritical lie. I would cut my arm and hand it to you on a plate if you can find me a single Iraqi who'd die for his own country. There's just no such thing. Islamism is real, Shiism is real, Iranianism is real, al-Qaeda is real, but al-Ba'ath party is the true example of Iraqi patriotism: fake identifications with a myth of glory that is based upon truer past achievements that we had nothing to do with.
I leave you with the words of an Iraqi writer on the Internet which has greatly moved me, I have added a few of my own here and there:
"I write these lines with big sadness and grief because I belong to this country of cowards and tyrants, this is the truth that many of you are trying to hide, how we are people who are divided into many factions, most importantly of which is the one of cowardice and the one of overlords, you are killed by the thousands in your areas, villages, streets, houses, in the middle of your families, you are slaughtered and you cannot even lift a finger in the face of your killers, what a bunch of losers, you see your brothers and sons killed and you scatter like mice trying to protect yourself and shouting slogans in the air, knowning fully well how much of a bullshit are you promoting and that your turn is next, that you will die not of honor, but of shame, when a tyrant comes to the throne you bow to him without a word, which is what you desrve. I am an "Iraqi" like you, I am not a Baathist, not an Islamist, not a Saffavid, not a Persian, not a Shiite, not a Sunni, I am a person who stands up and says it like it is, listen to the truth, you are people who have created new idols for themselves, idols not made of stones like the "Sadr Martyr" who a great deal of people worship now, let a person curse Allah in front of you and you will leave him be, but let him curse Sayyid al-Sadr and you will race for killing him and spilling his blood. Die, Suffer, Move, get kidnapped, burn in vain for you and all you who claim to be Iraqis.
As for the tyrants, who are people who understood how cowards are driven by the same fake wordplay and have adapted to leading them, he who says that Saddam is the tyrant i say to him that a great deal of Iraqis are potential tyrants.
I stand here believing these words until the final moment of my life and I will try to shed this ugly disgusting skin of Iraqism that you are proud of at public but privately shun and spit at until I become of the nothingness of this universe."
To be "hip" (lol) with the times, I will quote an 8th century speech by a famous Iraqi tyrant, al-Hajjaj bin Youssif al-Thaqafi, who is often compared with Saddam, in which he desrcibes Iraqis, the speech is famous and the line : "people of shikak and nifak" (land of division and hypocrisy) is an insult that is used until today, rightfully so - While this speech greatly insults the Great Iraqi People, I think today it applies to all Arabs in general, but particulalry Iraqis:
"O People of Iraq, I see that heads have bloomed and it is time to pick them, and I am their picker. By Allah, It is as if I am looking at the blood between the turbans and beards, By Allah, O People of Iraq, the Caliph Abdul-Malik has looked amongst his leaders, and found me the most bitter and the most severe, so he made me rule over you, O People of Iraq, O People of Shikak and Nifaq, and the worst of Akhlaaq (manners), You have long embroiled in division, and have fallen to the climate of the deception, By God I will smite u by hammers, and beat u like sheep. You are people who were safe and had a plenty of God's gifts, but you rejected the virutes of God, so he unleashed his promise that he promised for all cities upon you. Be moderate, do not lean, obey and cheer me."
"Allah does not change what has befallen people until they change what is in themselves"
- Holy Quran'
I don't know how to respond anymore to the corruption and violence taking place. I still believe change starts in the individual. Choosing to speak and seek the truth, standing up for what is right, learning to love our neighbour, .. *sigh* talk is cheap .. action takes courage.
to change the subject, I am very curious to know how Christians in Iraq will be celebrating Christmas this year? What are the holiday plans of your coworkers? Since there is such a strong Muslim influence, is it just like any other Monday on the calendar?
I am praying for you everyday and I feel your pain. The United States has been hyjacked by criminals, and we do not have a normal government by the people or for the people. We have voted against this administration, but they do not listen to the people. Please have faith in god and God be with you.
God be with you and protect you,
M.G
this is sad. very sad. i hope it ends soon.
Hope you are safe.. enjoy the holidays.
Evil's excrement inside Mohammad's gullet (Mohammad prophet Allah) = Quraan.
کیر خر آغشته به سنده خوک تو کس خواهر و مادر و زن و بچه همه سیدهای اولاد پیامبر اسلام.
کیر خر تو کس ننه امام حسین و محمد رسول الله.
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